I'm a joke, as you spoke; I'm a joke
a simple smoke, and im provoked
to see you choke, and then soak
in your own blood; 'tis no joke
i want your neck broke
because im a joke
im a simple joke
how jokingly
im a joke
joking
joke

i think you need to step beyond your hourglass devine

i ought to say it's time to speak what's here and free our minds

like speaking's a disease, you lend your pistol prime

you watch it; sleak and powerful is the jet-black chiseled nine

this leads you to abomination; it shakes your quivering elation

your radio station not sending good vibrations, (just) hazy hate shit

"kill everyone", like you have no clue.brainwaves transformed by volatile glue

updates are for now...

so i got a new job...through a temp. agency...3rd shift its awesome tho....$10.50 an hour during the week, $15.75 on saturdays, and $21.00 on sundays...i dont have but a single day off til june tho. so ill be making close to $4000 in a lil more then a month...thats hott...im gonna fix my car up get a PSP and roll in my wads of dough....fun times....so if im never online dont get mad and if i dont talk to you its not my fault but when you work 37 days straight its hard to do anything more then sleep and work....when i get hired at Behr(paints) ill be makin $11.75 an hour and ill be straight pimpin it....

there's something in the air tonight
something boldly out of sight
it reaches to me and sends me comfort
that bleaches my skin with no discomfort

that hourglass' grains are there without pain
beating of the rain on the stained-glass window pane
is infinitely driving me insane; no longer vain
the broken record plays over in my brain on a plane

i think its safe to say, im dodging bullets everyday
everyway there is to find another way beneath the fray
im going brain-dead, but delayed....
my misguided brain is lead astray, and im blinded...
can you tell me, is this all in fair play?

there is something i could tell you

something that could open these eyes

something unimaginable

but im too often cut off